Thursday, November 6, 2008

Day 4

Eh, its only 3:30pm, but I'm just bored.

So I'm officially sick, I went to the doctor and I have some kind of stomach virus, but it's not the flu. Whatev.

So around 11:30am I had sushi, it was delicious while it lasted. We can call that lunch. So, here are the nutrition facts I found for the California rolls.


8 California Rolls

Calories: 255
Carbs: 38g
Fat: 7g
Sat. fat: 0g


And I will probably eat later on, the running may or may not happen depending on how I feel, so I will update again later tonight.


*Update*

I had a great deal of inspiration, despite my sickness. I'm in this one for the long haul, I can feel it. My resolve forced me to run my full two miles, even though I was tired and wasn't feeling well. Afterward, I had no fatigue, and I was not hungry. I stick to my rule, if I'm not hungry, I don't eat. I've eaten plenty for my lifetime, in complete excess of what is necessary. But that isn't the only thing that drives me. I see the end of the road, and yeah I may feel like shit for a few months, yeah I might not be able to satisfy my desires, but the end more than justifies the means. Being malnourished might make my body go into ketosis, it might make me tired, it might take away a bit of my social life. I might be an irritable bastard, I might even question my own sanity for doing what I'm doing. But for the past 15 years, I have lived an unhealthy life without reguard to my body, and this crash course is the only way I can convince myself that it is time to change. In the past four days, no chest pain, no uncontrollable twitching in my legs. I can fall asleep at night, and I can already see a difference in the mirror. UNquestionably worth it, even if it tries to kill me. But if I don't my old habits will lead to heart disease, diabetes, or even worse. So for all the people who may think I'm a complete idiot, thank you for the opinion. But this isn't going to stop. Thank you.

Day 3

Ug. So I'm totally sick today. Got the flu. This morning I had to go to the cardiologist, and as soon as I walked into the office I had to run to the bathroom, and its been like that ever since. I had to complete my appointment, so I grabbed a mountain dew from the vending machine because it calmed my stomach down, which was entirely worth it. But obviously, that is not part of my diet or my overall plan, so definatly a one time thing. I still kept with it today, and I think I did pretty well. Since I was throwing up everywhere, I got REALLY hungry and decided I had to eat something. I was feeling much better this evening and I had a huge craving for steak n' shake, so I made it over there and ordered with restraint, and I got in a two mile run today. So, definatly a good day considering the circumstances, especially since my doctor checked me off: good news, I dont have heart disease.


Two miles of running, roughly 350-400 calories. Not a bad day at the office.



Lunch: Mountain Dew, because I felt like shit and nothing else would have stayed.

calories: 290
carbs: 77g (fuck.)
fat: 0g
sat. fat: 0g


Dinner: Double steakburger no cheese, cup of chili

calories: 739
carbs: 43g
fat: 41.5g
sat. fat: 16g

Totals:

calories: 1029
carbs: 120g
fat: 41.5g
sat. fat: 16g


So with the running, somewhere in the network of 700 calories total consumed today. Not quite where I want to be, but I'm also sick and I think I'm making stride. Much better on the fat and saturated fat today, which I'm very happy about, but not so great on the carbs. So tomorrow I'll try to focus more on avoiding the carbs because I'm going to be sitting in class all day. Such a long day tomorrow, but we have next tuesday off which means I don't have to go to class until next tursday, a full 7 day weekend. Woohoo! so, thats it for tonight. See ya.

Ok, before I go. I had a revelation just now. Looking at what I've been eating these past few days, I started putting numbers into my head, and I came up with some extraordinary thoughts.

For every 3500 calories burned, one pure pound of fat is lost. Yes, pure fat, nothing else... the water weight is just an additional loss that sometimes can be calculated in, but it dosen't really matter.

I don't know why I thought of this number, but think about 36 days. 36 days of being on a shit diet that has you surviving on the bare minimum. Let's just for the sake of argument I'm able to keep myself at 1000 calories a day, for 36 days. Yeah, that is going to fucking suck, it will be horrible, but its only 36 days. What is 36 days, seriously? It's a blink of the eye, and it could change your life. I have a new goal. I'm going to go 36 days and do everything in my power to stay as close to 1000 calories a day. My body burns 2300 calories a day just to survive, that is my basal metabolic rate. In other words, if I were to just lay in bed the entire day and do nothing at all, I would burn 2300 calories. That is the bare minimum, and in all reality with my running and daily activities, I'm probably burning more like 3000 calories a day at this point. But for the sake of this argument, lets just say I ONLY burn the 2300 that my body needs daily. In 36 days, if I burn 2300 a day, that is a whopping 82,800 calories. In other words, 23.65 POUNDS. Holy shit, right? Now hold on, lets assume I eat 1000 calories every single day, which would mean that I consume a total of 36,000 calories in 36 days. 82,800 minus 36,000 is 46,800 calories burned in total over the course of 36 days on 1000 calories a day. That is STILL 13.3 POUNDS of body fat. In 36 days. Now lets factor in my running, and my daily activities. I've figured it out at a reasonable 3000 calories burned total, each day. in 36 days, burning a total of 3000 calories every day respectivly, that is 108,000 calories in total. Divide that number by 3500, the number of calories in a pound of fat, and I've burned off 72,000 calories in 36 days. Do the math yourself, that is 20.5 pounds of fat burned in 36 days. I'll tell you what, if I can lose anywhere even close to 20 pounds in 36 days on my current path, then I'm going to do it. Once I get past 36 days, I can literally double my calorie intake to 2000, and I will still continue to lose 2-3 pounds every single week, until I reach my goal. Once I reach my goal, I could consume as much a 2700-3000 calories a day and easily maintain my weight, and be well within the normal standards of eating. So yeah, for 36 days I have to kick ass and really stick to something no doctor or health professional would reccomend, but it will show me results fast, and my motivation to continue will be high. In as little as 60 days or so, I can be exactly where I want to be, and be eating like a ocmpletely normal person. That is a sacrifice I'm willing to make if it keeps me from ebing obese or developing weight related diseases for the rest of my life. What do you think? I think I will. I know I will.

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

Day 2

Ok, so today went pretty well. Go BARACK OBAMA, WOOO!!!

What a crazy day, and I managed to keep it together. Today i did a lot better with my eating, and got my exercising in as well.

Breakfast: 3 egg ham/cheese omlette, two slices bacon

Lunch: Wendy's Large chili

Dinner: Watched the election, lost track of time

Workout: 1.5 miles, and I would have ran more later in the day, but I was exhausted. I had to watch the election results too. But at least I got in a mile and the half.

I'm going to update the nutrition facts for my eating today sometime tomorrow, right now I'm so tired that it would take me twice as long. The point is, I made it through this insane day and kept it together the whole time. I feel a lot better about being able to continue my plan, and also improve. There isn't a whole lot to say, but for those of you wondering, I promise I will eat dinner one of these days. I'm not hungry, so I'm not starving myself, and I have been making sure to drink plenty of water. These kind of things take time to fall into rhythm with, and I've accepted that. I have a new rule. If I feel like running in the morning, I'm going to run in the morning as well as the evening, but I will not hold myself accountable at all times. I would have ran again tonight, but my legs are completely fried, so by tomorrow night I should be good to go. So I'm going to cut this one a little short, and I will get right back at it tomorrow. Goodnight everyone.

*Update*

So here is the nutrition info...

Breakfast 3 egg ham/cheese omlette, 2 slices bacon


calories: 640
carbs: 0g
fat: 41g
sat. fat: 24g



Wendy's chili


calories: 300
carbs: 31g
fat: 9g
sat. fat: 3g



Totals:

calories: 940
carbs: 31g
fat: 50g
sat. fat: 27g


Not too happy with the saturated fats or the fats, but hey, gotta eat. I'll work on tweaking it, and overall a pretty good day. At least I stuck to it.